Day 165 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - Energy Vibrates at...

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Lesson 165: Energy Vibrates at...

“Energy vibrates at a frequency. This is the same thing, using different words, as saying that consciousness unfolds.”

— Sara Wiseman

So, today I am to see take a moment of reflection and see what energy shifts have taken place since I started this course and what my vibration is like.

I have taken my life in a completely different direction to what I thought I would. I didn’t know what I wanted to ultimately do in life but since starting my spiritual path, I know what I need to do. I think the most part is truly accepting myself and knowing that there is a higher purpose for me and I have to work hard to achieve that. I think I am living my best life and I have this path I’m on to thank. What I have noticed is that I want to try and understand people better. I am more patient and tolerant that I have ever been before. I do have my angry outbursts at times but I become aware of my actions and try to dial it back. I think I am so much more self-aware than I ever have been and that’s a good thing! I think the major lesson so far is to have more compassion of self as I do for others. This is ultimately what I believe makes the world a better place and when we can forgive ourselves, it makes it easier to be kind to others. I know I want to help people in this world in my own way. I feel like I’m vibrating at a higher level than I was a year ago. It’s amazing how you can change in a year to the complete opposite of what you were. I was awakened and I never looked back. I know there are even more good things to come and I am going to make it happen.

Day 165 - A Year to Clear - Nip It In The Bud

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Lesson 165: Nip It In The Bud

One way to clear old patterns is to “nip it in the bud” before it escalates and we feel stuck. Obviously, this would take a lot of self-awareness. For instance, when you have self-doubt, how can you turn the thought around so that it doesn’t stick in your head, cycles through and basically wins over your thoughts? You really have to stop and notice that you are doing these things before it just stays inside your conscious mind. Think about a thought you’ve been having lately that has been chewing away at you. Today is about nipping at it until it has no energy left inside your being.

Something that has been bothering me lately is just self-doubt in my skills as a reader. I take mediumship classes and do oracle card readings for people. At the moment, I deliver free readings online and don’t charge as I am trying to learn and gain more confidence. I have a live reading day in about 2 weeks and am doubting my skills. I don’t know why I self-doubt that I can do it. I am already doing it but I think that it’s my belief that I might fail somehow. I am in no way say that I am an expert but it’s still nerve wracking even trying to fathom the idea of doing a live reading. I think I am afraid of seeing things and them not being right or resonating with that person. That’s the challenge. I have had it happen before and it’s something to learn from. I guess, I just want to get it right all the time but maybe that’s the test – to go for it and not fear the unknown and then it will flow. I need to do away with this belief I have. I know I can do it and it’s just about releasing that fear.

What is your one thought you want to nip in the bud?