Day 305 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - When You Create...

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Lesson 305: When You Create...

“When you create with the energy of intention, with your mind, energy is created—it is manifested for you. However, it is not possible to manifest from lower vibration: pain, fear, anger. It is not even possible to manifest from compassion. You must move into heart of connection. Oneness is the vibration that is required.”

— Sara Wiseman

Today we are to meditate through our heart of connection and think about what we would like to create. We are not to manifest however, but just hold the vibration and allow that vibration to lead us to where we need to go.

I decided to hold space in my heart for being creative, making new friends, a new job (after a redundancy) and meeting a new partner. I don’t think these things will come to me instantly. I just closed my eyes and thought about connection. For some reason, I saw a youngish woman running and hiding behind a wall in a playful way. Not sure what that was about, but then I imagined my heart light shining out and connecting all over the world. My light was shining bright and just reaching out all over. For a new job, I pictured HR looking at my CV and choosing it for an appropriate role. I think by spreading my energy out in this way and allowing that vibration to reach others, it may just lead me to what I would like to create.

Now, I am typing this and seeing how the next week goes. Will hopefully have an update with what comes about.

Day 303 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - When You Are in Heart of Connection...

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Lesson 303: When You Are in Heart of Connection...

“When you are in the heart of connection, you have the ability to co-create with the Universe. The trouble is, what to ask for, what to manifest? In truth, you need ask for nothing. All that you require for soul growth is already provided.”

— Sara Wiseman

Today we are to consider not manifesting anything at all. Not placing any intention and attracting something specific in your life. Usually when you what to manifest something, you have a clear intention in your mind. What if you just let that notion go for a day. See what the day brings…

My day consisted of walking in the morning, getting ready for work, went to a few workshops in relation to how I can handle my redundancy, more work, worked on my CV, came home, ate dinner and then watching TV whilst blogging. I was pretty over the day. I just felt so exhausted trying to keep it together as I’m at work doing tasks that are essentially redundant. I usually ask for good things to happen but nothing specific. I haven’t asked for something specific in a while – not even a new job. I guess what I did learn was that I haven’t checked in on a few friends. So, I did that when I got home. What unfolded was a reminder that I should get past my negativity or what others have done to me recently. My friend told me not to hold onto it. It is from that situation, in which I can learn from. I made mistakes in that situation and I can learn from it. I thought this was a gift. She was right. Plain and simple. I need to work through the emotions and really just let this go back out into the Universe. Holding onto anger does nothing. With this particular situation, if I don’t think about it, it’s fine. When I am thinking about it, I get so mad. There is no need for this as it’s wasted energy. It must bury itself in my subconscious, wanting to come out. And, with what’s happening at work with my redundancy, my negativity and anxiety is a bit shot to the roof. Speaking to this friend today reminded me that I have the chance to change the narrative. And, I will!

What happened in your life today which was unexpected?

Day 301 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - Being Able to Move Into...

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Lesson 301: Being Able to Move Into...

…..the heart of connection, doesn’t mean you won’t feel pain again. What it allows us is to be able to comprehend our pain, work through it and be able to move forward again. Today we are to think about if we only expect our lives to be “good”, do we really learn? Do you feel it’s in those moments that are not “ideal” in which we really learn?

I guess I really needed to see this lesson. At the moment, I feel like I am really being challenged. Like all these bad things have come at once and now I have to deal with it. I was telling a friend how I am a bit tired of having to be strong all the time and facing major challenges every year. I know that life is not perfect, nor is it always good. This lesson serves a reminder. I think I really needed this today because I felt like I was really done with the day. My brain melted from having to re-do my CV, it was hot, it was also windy and my skirt kept blowing up in front of other people and I just felt really unmotivated to do much of anything. Being made redundant and trying to work in the existing role is quite difficult. Putting on a brace face to fake it to maintain appearances is so exhausting also. I guess this is my current pain.

I know I won’t get stuck in this pain forever. I know I need to move through it. My mindset isn’t the best but I am getting up every day and telling myself I can do it, even though I don’t feel like it. I am grateful that I have the strength to keep moving on. It’s just another challenge I need to overcome. Even though the anxiety is coming, I feel like I am going to get through it. The sooner I can secure a new job, the sooner I will feel like there isn’t such a cloud over me. I just need it to go away so I can get back to being myself.. and I will!

I just need to remind myself, it’s a small blip in the cycle. I will overcome it because I can overcome anything!

Day 300 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - Your Ability to Transmute...

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Lesson 300: Your Ability to Transmute...

We have learned over the year the three passages of the heart of pain, compassion and connection. It’s about turning your pain into compassion and then connection. We can transmute our emotions in this way. We can always go from a low to higher vibration by allowing ourselves to go through the passages of the heart. Today we are to move quickly through pain, compassion and connection in a current situation. What do you notice when you do this?

What I decided to work on was my pain in motivation. Things are in a bit of disarray in my life and I am also unmotivated to try harder. I find it painful because I don’t want to get stuck in the cycle of not doing anything. It was hard to get up and just wake up enough to write these blog posts I have. I am to accept that it can drag me down if I let it. When I apply compassion to myself, it’s understandable that I would have whatever emotions I have come up because I was made redundant at work. I understand that whatever emotions rise, I have to let it, as long as it doesn’t weigh me down. I am compassionate on myself for having all this negative stuff come up. With connection, I realise that my coworkers are in the same boat. It’s not something I have to go through alone and there will be negativity for some time until I can get going and put my applications in when the company I work for advertises new roles. It’s about getting into a routine to focus on this.

What I feel by moving through these passages of the heart is that everything will be okay. whatever happens will happen and even though this is a fork in the road and I have to divert off the course I had, I just got to put out there my intentions in order to manifest a job into my life. It has placed me in a position to think smarter when it comes to money and I need to really pull everything tighter. I need to focus on my business also. I can’t up and leave a full time job just yet, but it has also served as a reminder that I need to focus on it in order to build a customer base. And, I need to write my books. There is a lot of focus I need right now. So I will go and read the books I need to in order to get my act together.

What is something you worked through today?

Day 267 - A Year of Spiritual Awakening - How Do Other, Non-Human Beings Attain...

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Lesson 267: How Do Other, Non-Human Beings Attain...

“How do other, non-human beings attain consciousness? Do they attaint he same level that humans have? Do they attain a level that is higher? Do other etheric entities have higher levels of consciousness? Is Oneness the highest vibration we can feel? Is love?”

— Sara Wiseman

Today we are to think about the above notion – how do non-human beings reach within their levels of consciousness.

I feel like this is one of those challenging questions that I do not necessarily have an answer to but have a take on it. I think all beings can feel love. We can all vibrate on a higher level of love. If dogs can love their human beings through interaction, wouldn’t that be the same for most other animals if they spent enough time with us humans?

I think a plant or flower can love being alive by having the sun shine down on them every day. For me I see it as loving for the nourishment and growth that it has every day. I think a plant would be happy to be in its own existence.

Do I think other non-human beings have a higher consciousness than my own? Maybe not higher but possibly at the same level. If our energy is all interconnected, wouldn’t our vibrations be the same? If we are all part of this Universe, aren’t we just cycling energy?

If I think about entities on the other side, do they vibrate at a higher level, or are they just mirroring what we are?

I think we can all raise our consciousness for sure – doesn’t matter if human or non-human. I just don’t believe that someone can raise higher over any other being. We just reach different levels of consciousness at our own pace and when we need to.

I feel like this lesson has posed more questions. I think on a different level and this is just what has come up on this lesson.