Today is my last day in Adelaide and its exciting because Virgin sent me a text saying there will be wireless enabled on my flight. Yippee!! So, why did I spend some time in Adelaide? Because the company I work for acquired another ISP so that got me interested to see how they operate. To most people they wouldn't really care, but I guess the more I learn, the more powerful I am with knowledge gained. I didn't plan to go anywhere as I was interested in working (i know it sounds lame) but my host did take me out to some interesting places and it made me realise that I could really live in any Australian city. Australian cities are so easily adaptable. Some things happened whilst I was here. I have a newfound liking of Kat Graham. At first, all I liked was her "Put your graffiti on me" track but then I heard "Power" and now can't stop listening to her music. If you don't know who Kat Graham is, go watch vampire diaries. I found out how much I love a certain friend. No matter how shit a day you're having, she's there being entertaining as ever and listens to you go all day talking about boys that you have no chance with but still babble on about them. I realised how much "girl power" I have. Just being confident and honest seems to ignite a spark in me that is attractive to others. Telling a guy that you think is hot can make all the difference. It's worth risking the friendship to see what would happen. I guess I'm taking more risks that I wouldn't normally and it's paying off. Good for me!

Going back to my mate who I adore. I like a guy who is taken. That's always challenging. And, I don't mean challenging in that I want to break them up. I mean challenging because you have to either hope that this person would feel the same, hope that they break up with their partner or you have to kill those feelings because it won't ever happen for you. I talked in my last post how meeting certain people trigger feelings. This guy with the girlfriend is definitely one of these people. The other night, my friend told me to move on from liking him. She told me his girlfriend is amazing and that they suit each other... perfect for each other in fact. The truth hurts. Without the truth, how would we move forward? I love my friend even more for slapping me with a good dose of reality. Whatever hope I had, she basically said just kill that now! If I can dish out some cold heart truth then I should be able to receive it right? And..... I have. He'll be a good friend and that's as far as it'll go. I can't pursue anything more and I'm ok with that. If you think someone is that amazing, then it's no wonder why they are with someone equally amazing.

I'm going to visit some wineries and then jump on a plane to Perth. Then finish any packing my mumma bear wants me to do and then fly back to home to Melbourne. I hope to be back in Melbourne sooner. I just don't think I can be away for much longer. I now can continue looking at circus costumes for the Melbourne Xmas party. Everyone is going as a ring master or jester which makes the pool of choice minimal. I'm thinking showgirl as I want to look hot :)

Toodles for now

P.S forgot to post this as I'm currently back in Perth.. Flying back to Melbourne tomorrow

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